catty. our cat. got paw caught in a trap and we amputated it. first time she used the litter box she found she couldn't bury it right, she was pissed. growled. kept trying till she figured a new sequence that worked for her. frustration a pre-human sequence. humans have capacity to decide to do things differently. frustration replaced with deep breath, sarcastic smile, something relaxing & reconcilational. anyway, to get through it one way or another, perhaps to another point of balance & grace.
keeping back & head aligned in turns, no, actually in any movement. there is always the tendency to lean into the motion and that is always the wrong thing to do. the head SHOULD stay aligned. is that right?
frustration. pit of stomach. oh no not again.